1. Why does He always have to start something? Why does He keep asking me the same questions over and over again, as if the answers are going to change? Why does he want me to answer questions that will do nothing but hurt him?
2. I know that there really isn’t any chance that I’m ever going to see anything other than my own country but I will always encourage our children to do all they can to see the world.
3. Thank you for making me really assess what I truly want from this life. For finally admitting that just saying “It’ll do” won’t do anymore.
4. Australia Day is my favourite holiday because it signifies the return to school for the children and it’s also our anniversary. The anniversary doesn’t hold the same level of importance that it once did for me but regardless of what’s going on with us right now, 20 years in the one relationship is pretty impressive by today’s standards.
5. I am SO fucking gutless! I can’t even bring myself to say exactly how I feel. I mean 100%, not just most of it, not some of it but every single, hurtful piece of it. Right now, I’d rather continue living in this shitty relationship, where I watch Him try and find new way to manipulate situations because the old ways don’t work anymore, than actually have to open my mouth and say anything of substance. As much as I don’t have the same feelings that I once did, I don’t have any desire whatsoever to hurt Him. Not even a little bit. If I were to sit Him down and tell him the truth I feel very confident in saying that He may go and kill Himself.
6. It took a minute to make up my mind and forever to put it into effect.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to sitting at the kitchen table with my computer and just floating around the Interweb, tomorrow my plans include doing the housework with the music cranking in the morning and then just pottering around, maybe reading for a bit in the afternoon, though I have a feeling that I’ll need to go and see Duty so that I can sort her out with Yahoo! Groups and Sunday, I want to go and watch The Bean Pole play cricket, we’ll just have to wait and see how The Little Prince is that day and whether he’ll behave himself or whether he’ll act up and make it impossible for me to watch!
~ Friday Fill-In’s ~
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2 in the bed...:
hi Em!
been thinkin about you. hope your weekend went well for you. did you get a chance to be yourself by yourself? i hope so!
the weekend was really nice here. it's getting into the winter season here, so we spent a lot of time in front of the woodstove, basking in the warmth. there's nothing like it!
peace to you, my dear
sb
xo
Hey Sb,
Only a little time to be do my thing this weekend. For me, that's plugging my iPhone into the DVD player, cranking up the volume and doing the housework while I dance, head bang or sing along, as the song requires. :) Got to do that for a little while Saturday afternoon. Sunday was a complete and utter right off. Ended up arguing with The Husband over some ridiculous thing or another and that pretty much ruined that day.
My mother has a wood heater and it is soooo warm! I'd love to have one here but our house is just too small and we just don't have the money. It sounds like your weekend was really relaxing. We're heading into summer here, though it was pouring with rain today after being 36C yesterday...grrr...
Em.xx
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