Friday Fill-In’s #202

1. The best thing about a birthday celebration is getting to be completely and utterly selfish for one whole day without having to feel even a little tiny bit guilty about it. I try doing this every year and every year I fail miserably. I wrecked it for everyone else last year. They wanted to take me out to lunch (I think that was it) and I didn’t want to go because I didn’t want to waste the money. I know, not very fair of me, but it just felt like such a waste of money when it could have been put to better use, considering we have very little of it at the best of times.

2. Pain can be diminished by the passage of time but sometimes it just festers, causing a deep, agony filled wound.

3. I went shopping recently and the most interesting thing I bought was nothing. I don’t go shopping. At this exact moment, I can’t actually remember the last time I went shopping.

4. I can’t really think of any child's game that evokes wonderful memories for  me. I wonder why that is?

5. A part of the reason is that you can be such an offensive, ignorant, degrading and disgusting pig whenever the subject of sex is raised or when you see an attractive woman, or any woman for that matter. Much of the time, the words that come out of your mouth just disgust me, they make me angry, I feel embarrassed and it completely turns me off. I ultimately find it rather difficult to think of anything to do with sex in a positive way because all I can hear is the filth and the bullshit that comes pouring out of your foul mouth. (Anyone for a cup of honesty?).

6. The snow (which we don’t have any of anyway) and cold have definitely left us and instead the heat and humidity have taken it’s place.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to just sitting here, in the kitchen, with my computer, bottomless glasses of coke and my packet of Lemon Sherbets, tomorrow my plans include _pottering around the house a bit and spending the evening with all my children in a positive way, with no fighting or yelling or arguing, and Sunday, I want to do some washing and folding (which I loathe), muck around on the computer for a bit and then do a bit of reading, maybe even finish the book that I’m currently reading!

  1. HYAMLC: Have yourself a merry little Christmas…
  2. TFNTADS: The first Noel, the angels did sing…
  3. GRYMGLNYD: God rest ye merry gentlemen, let nothing you dismay… [This is one of my personal favourites, I learnt to play it on the piano when I was quite young and would just play the thing over and over and over, it must have driven everyone nuts. The funny thing is that if you put me in front of a piano now, I couldn’t for the life of me remember how to play it!]
  4. ICUAMC: It came upon a midnight clear…
  5. SNHNAICAIB: Silent night, holy night, all is calm, all is bright…
  6. OTFDOCMTLGTM: On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me…
  7. DTHWBOHFLLLLLLLL: Deck the halls with bells of holly fa la la la la, la la la la…
  8. YBWOYBNC:
  9. JTTWTLHC: Joy to the world, the Lord has come…

I can’t for the life of me think what #8 is…

~ Friday Fill-In’s ~

Unconscious Mutterings–Week 409

SCRABBLE :: Score

WATCHING :: The Screen

HABITUALLY :: Negative
[Though I think it’s actually changing, I think I’m slowly
starting to think a little more positively]

GRITTY :: Sand

SLOVENLY :: Disgusting

CANVAS :: Jacket
[I saw a guy while I was walking through town the other day, he was one of those hippy looking blokes, the really dirty, hippy types, and he had a jacket on that made me think of the hessian sacks that kids use for sack races]

LEGGINGS :: Jeggings
[I’d actually really like a pair but I’d never buy them because I think they would look hideous on me and I don’t have anything that I could wear them with anyway.Eye rolling smile]

THURSDAY :: HNT and lunch with new friends
[I’ve met some really nice women through doing this Family Thing and they’ve been inviting me out to lunch with them on a Thursday for the last month but I haven’t been able to go. We’ve not been able to afford it or we’ve had appointments but next Thursday I’ll be going with them for the first time. I’m really excited but incredibly nervous at the same time. They all seem really together and confident and I don’t feel that way at all. I’m not even sure why they’ve asked me. I really like talking with them but I just don’t feel like I fit, if that makes any sense.]

ATTENTION:: Too much and not enough

HYPNOTIC:: The computer screen

~ Unconscious Mutterings ~